Ethnography

Ethnography

December 6, 2014

Stressful Finals Week

Time is ticking to go home it's about 4 days now. My body is physically and mentally tired but I can't give up. I refuse to give up. Stressing about passing all of my classes without any distractions. It's about 4:43 p.m in Pete's Place trying to finish up my work. I'm so tired, I just wish I was back in California. I need to go home soon to see my mom. One of the reasons why I'm not focused is because of what I am focused on. Going home sounds great when you haven't seen your loved ones in a while. Football season is over so now it's really time to finish off the semester the right way. Every one faces some form of stress either now or during a very important time in life. I have to deal with this the right way. What's wrong with me? I'm not sure I'm myself right now. My body feels all worked up. Last week of school is the only thing in my head, knowing that I leave Thursday morning. It honestly just made me happy just typing that. But if I don't do good on my finals for my classes I will be so angry. Why does two of my finals have to be on the same day? I'm not a morning person but I guess I would have to be if I wan the grade that I deserve. Head pounding feeling like an aftershock of a earthquake, a lot on my mind. It's making it hard for me to just be focused on school work. Keep stopping doing what I am doing because of my phone. I get easily distracted and sometimes sidetracked. I look around the computer lounge and see mostly almost everybody on a computer with ear plugs in. A mixture of males and females. By the look on their face it seems like they really came here to get work done. Then you always have those 2 people that are loud for no reason. While others are trying to get ready for their final. It is now 5:22 p.m and I'm still staying focus but sometimes I may take a break. These 4 days need to hurry up I feel so miserable I'm so fed up with this school. I just need to get away from this place. This place doesn't make me feel as if I'm home at all and the finals seem pretty easy but I can't speak so soon. Voices coming from behind me but don't know where there coming from but I do know that they need to keep it down. I just hope the best for myself this week coming up overall I feel I had a good year and I just need to finish it off the right way.  

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