It’s five thirty pm right now, and
I am headed towards my absolute favorite place, the campus cafeteria. It is a
chilly October night here in town. When I step outside, I am immediately
surprised by how cold it is. I check my smart phone to look at the weather
report, and I am surprised that it is actually still 75 degrees. Apparently the
heat made me think this was cold weather. I set off on my journey the cafeteria
knowing I have a long night ahead of me. Tonight I have to attend a chemistry
class review session, to prepare for the big exam coming up. I know that many
students in the cafeteria also have to take the same test, and I can almost see
an aura of stress on their faces. For me, this chemistry class is extremely
difficult, and I often hear other complaining about the difficulty as well. As
I am walking amongst the crowd, several people that I recognize stop me to talk
about the test. Some ask “Hey! Are you ready for the test on Wednesday?” Others
ask me “Hey! Have you finished the chemistry homework?” And some just simply
wish me good luck for the exam. It is obvious that this test has been the talk
of the underclassmen for the last few days.
In the cafeteria, I can’t help but notice that students do seem stressed.
I watch one kid whom I will refer to as “Blondie” and he is walking through the
cafeteria extremely fast, not even stopping to talk to anyone, which is quite
unlike him. I approach him and ask him how he is doing, and he replies, “I’ve
been better”. I wonder if he is anxious about the exam, so I proceed to ask him
if he is ready for the test. His reply is “I just decided to give up” in a
deflated tone. I understand his feelings because I feel the exact same way. I
shove my dinner down my throat because I know that I do not have much time.
After dinner, I set off for the
Chemistry building, wishing that I could be smarter so I would not have to go
to this review session. I take a deep breath and head in. The place is packed.
I have to sit in the very front row, because almost every other seat is taken.
Luckily, I am can sit right next to some of my “Chemistry friends”, the people
that I usually work with in class. They definitely look tired and anxious just
like me. One boy sitting next to me says “I had to come to this review because
I have no idea what is going on in this class” with a laugh. The girl sitting
to the left of me half-heartedly pulls her notebook out to take notes. The
professor starts talking pretty quickly, and he is a bit too chipper for all of
us. Despite all of the stress we are all feeling, I see that most students try
to make the most of the review by asking questions and taking notes.
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